Sunday, 8 May 2011

kisah cinta yang takkan buat kamu ketawa tapi menangis =,=

Aku mencintai kamu…
Setiap hari aku ada kamu, setiap hari aku sebut nama kamu, setiap saat aku ingat kamu..boleh kah kau pertimbangkan apa yang aku rasa ? boleh kah kau lihat dalam mataku yang mencintai mu lbih dari perempuan lain... ? Bolehkah kau pujuk hatiku agar berhenti menangis? aku tak minta banyak..cuma sekadar aku ingin kau tahu aku ada disisi kamu saat dunia membenci mu..saat dunia menyalahkah kamu..saat dunia menghina kamu..aku ada !! Tahukah kamu... sakit yang aku rasakan? mungkin orang lihat aku senyum dan ketawa tapi hakikatnya aku bawa cinta kita dalam hati seumur hidupku.. dan aku tak mampu untuk mengawalnya lagi.. walaupun kau tak melihat aku..dan hanya aku melihat kamu.. dan aku ada saat kau sedih..aku ada saat kau marah.. mungkin aku tak memiliki cintamu tapi aku bukan nak memiliki cukuplah dapat melihat kamu dari jauh.. dan mencintai kamu....

For someone being hurt ….
Not being able to sleep or eat are just the abvious basics. Fallin asleep and waking up are hell too. Bcoz u cant figure out how u and the person u love are become strangers..  U cant even complain to other people bcoz they may badmouth him. So u cry alone. But only the memories of love come to mind. So to a person being hurt, not 365 days but maybe wholelife to spent the process of breaking up. But the thing that really hurts is the person doesn’t even seem to be thinking of u. it feels like its just that u cant let go. That person seems to have forgotten all about u and just be happy. All u want to die is die and have him again beside u… u cant die bcoz u might never see that person again ~

Dear Love …
One girl loves u, that girl loves u a lot.. everyday like a shadow, she follows ur mood. She yell in her heart..” Hom much more must I gaze at u alone like this.. must I continue this useless love.. for u to love me.must I continue this wind-like love?” so that girl loved u bcoz what u were like..another fool while she yells t everyday only in her heart .. she also by your side too… Do u know that girl is ME???  You’ re not doing this while u know right? How long I must gaze at u alone like this? =,= I who loves u..i am still by ur side ..~~ the girl that cries bcoz if u…

BY SENYUM SITI KHADIJAH